You know what?! Right now, I'm pretty happy. So, feeling like a reject, I decided to write about it. Perhaps it's the music I'm listening to; perhaps it's the end of the week fast approaching; perhaps it's just hormonal. But, as most people seem to only write when they're sad, I decided to break the norm. I like to do that, anyways... live in the norm, until people love you, and then go and break it in all sorts of ways
Reasons to not be happy:
-The middle of the year brings with it many exhausting skool projects... I'm so not looking forward to that 16-pg paper, for one.
-I have two weeks of 4-night, 2 am stints at Howl-O-Scream to look forward to...
-Too many guy issues weigh on my mind... three guys, at the moment, that I'm sorting out... what to do, and who to do it with?! *lol, not THAT, per se... heh heh* But possibly hurting a couple makes it stressful...
-My rabbit's dead, and my grandma might be dying. Phew, that one puts a fog on the euphoria... *sigh*
Reasons to be happy:
-Eventually the projects will be over!!!
-I love Howl-0-Scream, my job there, and my co-scarers *lol* to death. 3 of them were already my friends to begin with. Plus, there are endless flirting potentials...
-The guy thing really isn't THAT complicated, I suppose. One guy is uberfat, not to mention ubersexcrazed *shudders.* One guy got way too mushy way too fast (major turn-off). So, that leaves the last one, the one I really wanted to go out with anyways. And he still seems just fine
-My bunny and my granny both lived to ripe old ages, and I honestly, honestly couldn't wish for a better one of either. And, hey, maybe Grandma will make it, after all. She survived popping out 11 children, to be frank, so ya never know. She's quite a tough old thing, and proud of it. The woman drinks a beer in her wheelchair every night, like a good German.
"Blue Lines" came on again. I caught my face in the mirror just now, and I was smiling... just on my own.
UPDATE: My grandma's gonna make it
My favorite artist, hands down:
his photos are incredible
A sampling of some other artists I really enjoy:
And some groups I submit my stuff to or just watch: